I did it, it didn't take me 50 years x) But I DID IT! I told her, she has read it.. well she IS reading it x) Anyhow.. urgh lmfao. maybe I can finally delete it? Or should I save it as a memory? .___. idk anyhow... I DID IT. HAHAHAHA.
Oh wow I still have 14 followers. .___.
“ imma pull myself together, this is for no use
it just hurts someone and it’s not fun.
i’ve never been like this, it’s ridiculous. oh well imma stop for sure. ”
“ + I can’t help but cry… because at times… it feels like I’m hurting her. :’( ”
“ She knows, that “it” annoys me, well that I’m scared to like, fade or whatever I should call it. She was really understanding but now, she treats me so fucking weirdly when she talks about her. :/ And that hurts like, insane. Instead of being serious abt it, she jokes about it. And it’s like, idk it’s just stupid. IT just feels so damn weird, when she keeps talking to her bestfriend (me) about someone else, and how she misses her and how she cares blabla. of course it kind of hurts? But, as it’s different from our friendship then, i understand it? I’m not a monster….
I’m being such a bitch, this is not fair towards her. -.- ”
“ Now she’s kinda mad at me because I’m upset over this “N” thing that happened yesterday that I kept quiet about? She basically just told me I should learn to keep quiet, and now she’s mad because I did? I’m confused. ”
“ She just quoted a song saying. “Did you forget, I was even alive.”
There’s sth weird going on. Well she just tweeted what I felt. ”
“ For your information.
I’m not this whiny, at all. But I’ve got to take off my feelings somewhere?
And you chose to follow this whining bitch so, eh I wont even try to please you. Hahahaha. ”
“ I’m kinda amazed that I’ve got 15 followers, since I never stop whining. ”
“ Woah. NO SOMETHING ISN’T RIGHT.
HAHAHAHAHA.
“E” tweets me “You should get on twitter :O”
And 3 minutes later, “D” text me saying “Where are you…?”
psh. -.-
6+ hours later, I’ve been laying in a hospital, dying. They just noticed. [baby alert]
HAHAHAHAHAHA. Mhm whatever. ”
